Monday, February 25, 2008

Catalysts

I'm sure you've all experienced what I'm feeling. Every once in a while it feels like your life gets completely flipped upside down, or inside out, or just plain squashed. For me, it always seems to happen when I get too fixed on the future. When I can see my life before me in one easy straight line. When I feel like I'm in control, on the right track to achieving my goals, hopes high, and then WHAM! The ground is pulled out from under me and I find myself flat on my back looking up into empty space. The natural response is ...Why? Why does this happen to me? Why can't I just have what I want?
My mom gave me a book for Christmas called "The Other 90%: How to Unlock Your Vast Untapped Potential for Leadership and Life." This is what the author says,
"No matter how many times the pundits hail human progress, much of everyday experience still remains difficult and even mystifying. We face immense uncertainty and complexity. We are challenged at almost every turn. Yet, by design, we have the capacity and responsibility to learn and grow from every one of the obstacles, inducements, incitements, provocations, and stimuli--I call them catalysts--that life sends our way. Catalysts are a special kind of gift: they challenge us to reach farther, search harder, and discover more ways to make every moment count. During times of change, we must summon increased confidence. From our stumbles and mistakes come unexpected lessons. Each setback or failure yields a measure of ingenuity or wisdom, enriching our lives in ways that our successes alone never can."
God designed us to not only experience challenges, but to learn and grow from them. It seems like a "duh" statement, I know, but often it's the simplest concepts that contain the most meaning and are the hardest for me to learn :) So, my responsibility now is to stop gawking at the empty space above me, grab the Hand that is always stretched out to help me back up, and "reach farther, search harder, and discover more ways to make every moment count."
Thanks to the example of some of my best friends, especially Bre, they have inspired me to start this blog. I thought a lot about what I wanted this blog to be about. The obvious answer is...me :) But since I'm still learning everyday who I am, this blog is more a discovery process. My greatest desire is to fulfill the measure of my creation, to figure out what I was put on earth to do. My hope is that this blog can also be an inspiration for others to do the same. Because what's the point of life if we're not seeking to find the point of our personal existence? I know God will help me. I just need to ask the right questions :)

10 comments:

Suzanna H. said...

Beautiful. I'm glad you have so many people looking out for you.

Amy said...

* Hugs for my roomie *

Heidi LeBaron Garn said...

good luck on your blogging. I'll keep tabs on it. I feel the same way sometimes, so I'm interested. Thanks!

amber {and co.} said...

Yayyyy Bethany! Welcome to the blogging world! Its lots of fun i'm excited to hear about all of your adventures! what you wrote was so beautifully put, you are one of the strongest girls I know and i look up to you! :)

THE SAWYER FAM said...

Yeah!!! Bethany has a blog! Good to see you've become one of us. And as always you're so thoughtful in your writing! If you look at my blog it's just blah blah blah. It was a great first entry though. can't wait for more!

Pat and Anndalyn said...

Hi lovely,
I'd love to read that book...who's the author?
lately I've been going through a "organize my life" phase...trying to put the things in my life in order and perspective; literally, emotionally and spiritually. You are one of the best examples of being on top of your life. To me, being on top of your life doesn't mean having everything worked out in vision and following it. Rather, striving daily to be the best you can be and doing it with and for the Lord. I often just go along in life letting things affect me, just contently surviving but I'm not at all my happiest in this place. I'm happiest as I focus and figure out my purpose here on earth and give it all I've got...
I'm not doing this often enough.
I wish I could express myself as clearly as you! Thanks for starting a blog...I look forward to reading and seeing pictures!

nanabell said...

Thinking of you. It's good to know that when life "knocks you down" your find yourself looking up. Just remember when looking up....it's not empty space:) Thanks for being a good friend to my Bre.

Erin said...

Heya, Welcome to the blogging world! great post. BTW, This is Erin who was in choir with you senior year of high school waaay too long ago :P (Just in case you were wondering why strange random people were leaving you messages :P).

Jamie said...

I hear ya and I love you!

The Sorensens said...

So glad you started a blog! On topic with this entry, did you see the Ensign article this month? I haven't read it all, but started and now lost it (packing), but we really can make a difference out here in the blogging world. Maybe my blog should be a little more than just an update on the kids...